surrealistic-destiny

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regret by surrealistic-destiny, literature

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regret

I wonder, If I sit here, Amidst the snow, which falls, and clings, tasting of bitter tears, If I can pretend, and be ignorant, Can I forget? the warmth of your lingering embraces, which still torment me, even now, I can still remember, the way your eyes danced, in the flicking light, the way your lips curved, In a hestiant smile, As I close my eyes, to fade the tears, it comes rushing back, the memories, as if it were yesterday, the words you uttered, which still linger, and the pain, associated at the end, goodbye you said, I smiled regardlessly, as if to reassure you, that I would be okay, forgetting that I w

Misunderstanding by surrealistic-destiny, literature

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Misunderstanding

Walking through the rain, it falls like gentle snow, washing away, the pain, that weeps, like my heart, We never did understand each other, nor did we try, Hurting one another, without realising as we went on, whispering words, to last a lifetime, Yet despite, this misunderstanding, I still love you, even more so, Even if there, is no point continuing, As we go on, trying to forget, The pain still, lingers on, running through the pounding rain, it weeps, Like my heart, Like the rain thats falls before I let go, of my love, for you.

One night by surrealistic-destiny, literature

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One night

In the desolate skies, I want to hold you, so when the dawn of tomorrow comes, I won't forget. What we shared, Even now, I can still remember, the way you looked. the way your eyes sparkled, and the words, you whispered, as if to reassure me, that if tomorrow doesn't come, at least, today would be an, endless memory. etched upon the heart, sweet words to be uttered, for an uncertain future, just like this. one night

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Untitled by surrealistic-destiny, literature

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Untitled

Always pushing others away, Why? I can see the pain evident in your eyes How long have you held this? This pain? Hiding the pain doesn't make you stronger it only tears you apart inside slowly Your fingers tremble,Why? What are you afraid of? of the past? or the future? What holds you back? Yourself? Let me share your pain, I promise to understand, the anguish you try to hide, and grief you keep supressed. Weary and exhausted, too tired to hold back you still try to push others away afraid that they come too close Too close to feel your pain, That constandly gnaws at your insides, The tears you shed, crying till there is

Tell me... by surrealistic-destiny, literature

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Tell me...

Tell me, as i close my eyes, What is sorrow? As i sit here crying, Outside the sky echoes, fallin like rain, The foolish tears come streaming, Tell me, Why do i keep searching? For the meaning of who am I? Why do i exist? If only to die again? I keep searching, running always wondering, tell me, have i fallen from grace? for failing? I'm fallin like a angel who lost its wings, fallin through the cold clouds, my arms open to the unforgiving sky, i wonder as i close my eyes, who will catch me, tell me, will it be you?

Sorrow by surrealistic-destiny, literature

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Sorrow

I'm crying, Just like yesterday, I can't help it, I know everyone thinks i'm always happy and cheery, But they don't know the real me, Or the pain I try to hide everyday, Sometimes when I'm alone they coe, Streaming down my cheeks like raindrops, I try to be brave but its too hard, Sometimes I feel so lost and so cold, Rearely does a day past without me feeling so lost and rejected, People surround me but still they can't take away the pain or loneliness i have, No one ever understands me, But you understand me don't you? My false happy smiles don't fool you, Nor my fake laughs, You can see right through my defences, Look

Don't say by surrealistic-destiny, literature

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Don't say

Don't say that, those three words, when you don't mean them, the words of I love you, Even if its a lie, I can't forget, no matter how hard i try, Hoping it to be true, Why? I miss you The words you utter while smiling so tenderly, Don't say that, when i know it all lies, I can't stop thinking about you, no matter how hard i try, I'm so tierd, i want to forget, When I see you, I feel nothing but pain Why? I want to cry and keep on crying, Yet i find myself always wanting to be with you, in your warm presence, As it soothes me yet pains me, Why do you pain me so? Don't say, those three words, that are nothing but lies

Awaking... by surrealistic-destiny, literature

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Awaking...

Waking, Waking as if coming out of an endless dream I wonder, Staring into darkness, Who am I? Why do i exist? I tremble, I don't know why, This pain I feel, as if my soul is shaking, The feeling so real, I gasp, But I don't know why, I can't remember anything, No matter how hard i try, Yet at the same time, I want to forget, Forget the pain and sorrow, Forget and be ignorant, Just for once, But I can't, For some reason, I want to know, What brings this pain? The pain that gnaws at my insides, the sense of guilt, The feel of my soul shattering, into a million pieces, I want to cry, But i can't, The tea

Protect by surrealistic-destiny, literature

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Protect

I remember, of the time in the rain, It was pouring, You strected out a hand, And said tenderly, 'I will protect you' I didn't know any better, So i tearfully said yes, Yet, Tell me, What does it mean to protect? Why does one protect? Especially for one like you, You who try to hold me close, With chain bound arms, While making promises, You can't afford to keep, What makes you want to protect? Is it because of me? Or it because of yourself? I can see the desperateness, evident in your desolate eyes, As if trying to convince yourself, When filled with a heart full of sorrow, That is by protecting someone, You can forg

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Deviant for 19 years
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Current Residence: AUST
Favourite genre of music: pop, r'n'b, rap, techo DDR style
Favourite photographer: hmm...don't noe any1
Favourite style of art: angels,gothic, surrealism,anime,manga
Operating System: Windows XP
MP3 player of choice: ipod? I'm confused
Shell of choice: ???
Wallpaper of choice: fanart of Ryoma :)
Skin of choice: Winamp or iTunes :)
Favourite cartoon character: Rakusu, Asuran, Tezuka,
Personal Quote: On the outside you may be smiling but is that merely for show?

Favourite Visual Artist

Yuu Watase, Matsurui Hino, Tanemura Arina,Ayano Yamane,Hotaru Odagiri

Favourite Movies

Hero, Troy, IWAV, LOTR, POTC,

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

T.M.R,KAT-TUN,Ayumi Hamasaki, Gackt, Changin' my Life,Nickleback

Favourite Writers

Anne Bishop, Celica Dart-Thornton, Tamora Pierce, Anne Rice, David Enddings, Laurell. K. Hamilton

Favourite Games

FFX, FFVIII, Dynasty Warriors, Gun Crisis, Daytona

Favourite Gaming Platform

PS2, gameboy

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pencil,paper, markers, fineliner :/ PS? hmm

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reading, writing, listening to music, drawing, shopping, anime, manga, hanging with friends,

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surrealistic-destiny

Apr 14, 2007

PoT ate my brain D:

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no it didn't....... : D;;;;;;;; but it makes a nice heading right? Hope everyone had a good Easter. Wierd, I wrote a similar post last year too. scary D: I think out of all the fandoms, I been in.  I can't get away from JE or Tenipuri. Although the latter is more dangerous >: D;;; hmmm DA lags these days..or it just me...>..

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surrealistic-destiny

Mar 11, 2007

Long weekend~~

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Yeah, thats for only the non-uni people though, *grumbles* Anyhoo, been thinking about tablets. Okay, while I just draw, then lineart before I scan into the computer it would make sense not to get one right? I'm not seriously thinking of getting one, I'm just curious on how it works..lol I might might...crash Rea's place >: D since she has one. HOHOHOHOHOHO Just realised since I'm in a drawing slump, and the Tezukaryoma challenge for the month is slump too..ironic ;_____; But yeah, I think I'm starting to reclaim my love for Thrill Pair again...(it was taken over by Pillar Pair for the while) I got fics to finish!!?! Looking through the

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surrealistic-destiny

Feb 22, 2007

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I was supposed to update.. my bad my bad..then again who reads this? lol Well, hope everyone had a Happy New Year.. (I know 3 days ago but lets not go there :D) Hey, that amused icon has a stereo. what the? Been hooked, well not hooked but on this anime called, 僕 はいもうとうに恋する...well its a OVA but yeah.. Boku wa imoutou ni Koi Suru (I'm in love with my little sister) I'm waiting for the the LIVE with Matsumoto Jun! Kinda wierd, as I'm like on the border line of liking anime/manga AND JE-related stuff. When I'm with my friends, its JE related stuff so anime and ma

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g'day great to see some aussies around

UUUinfinity

Aug 26, 2006

Today is love your friends day. Send this to all your friends and me if I am 1. If you get 7 back, then you are a TRUE FRIEND... ------------------------------------

if you get a dozen your loved!!
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send this heart to everyone you care about including me if you care. See how many times you get this.

utsuri

Jul 31, 2006

omg! how cute hama chan is! i want one!

surrealistic-destiny

Oct 10, 2006

sorry for a late reply

but thank you <3333

jgvillu

May 5, 2006

HHHHHHHHHHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII IIII!

UUUinfinity

Apr 2, 2006

A lucky star dropped on earth one night, and it asked me:

"What do u want? A million dollars, or a true friend?"

I chose a million dollars.....because I already got you.

*Send this to 20 of your true friends, if you don't you will have bad luck with friendships for the rest of your life!!! And if you get this back you are a true friend.*

NOTE: you don’t have to do the above, ehhe….^^ so don't worry!

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heheh...So no reply is….....)
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XDDDDDDDDDD the speech bubble was my doing...!
Terribly done wasn't it??? I tried at least T_T
XDDDDDD

Just here to also tell you that I won’t be around for a few months…..just to let you know!

So please forgive me if it takes a few months till I reply to you, ok?

So sorry………

Anyway thank you so much, Destiny-sensei!

I wish you all the best!

And take good care of the Lucky star of friendship!